If it pains you to see something like that tossed, then it would probably kill you to see that I've tossed naive mewtwo's like 30/31/31/30/22/31 31/31/31/26/31/31 or 26/31/28/31/31/31 >_<. Sometimes you just gotta keep trying for ones you want. Hard work and dedication always pay off eventually (not just pokemon, but irl as well). Not saying that you don't work hard or anything like that (you've tried hard with some things despite your luck, and I respect that), just that some people are absolutely insane with how hard they work for something :p (like me lol).